If the world were merely the predictable pain of war. If the world were merely the woman in the supermarket who unexpectedly weeps as she cleans the slop in aisle 5 for six-dollars an hour. If the world were only that, and the logical implications of that — if the world were only this, here, and the logical implications of here.
Who would want it? Not her. Not me.
The poetry of politics is more than the gotcha of scandal. More than, I say, winning. We sing of the polis. The city. We sing of us.
And yes, we are in pain. The nearly-burnt cigarette of national discourse that smokes and stinks because no one bothered to crush it out is what we talk about in the barrooms of the actual. But here’s the thing:
We’re still here. And we still mean it.
You see, we really weren’t kidding, as kids, when we said we wanted something better.
and we really aren’t kidding now. We, you, us, are better than this. And you know it. And I know it. And that, in an odd way, is a terrible burden.
The problem (if I might paraphrase a poem by Mary Oliver) is that a story should have trees in it. And sunlight. And anything happy. I don’t know whether the woman cleaning slop in aisle 5 will find a better life. But maybe she will.
And that “maybe” is all there is to hope. That’s it. That’s all.
I meet the eyes of the homeless man and I give him a fiver. Not because I expect him to buy food. It’s his now. Because we’re all in this together. And yes, we are in pain.
(In case you might be wondering, no, I have never been homeless. I once spent a year sleeping on the floor of a 100-year-old house in a sleeping bag. The toilet froze in the winter. Not because I wanted to. I bagged groceries.)
I have never slept in public.
But many have. You ask me, “Why are we in Iraq?” And I reply, “The Jove in the White House never slept in public. He never peed into a frozen toilet. He never saw this side of America.” Terror is as terror does.
There is something — I don’t know, educational — about sticking your hands into a factory glass-oven 200 times a day, in a factory, next to people who gave up hope before puberty, who will be here, here, all their lives. In a limited way, I was born priviledged. But I was unstable enough not to care. And so I slept on the wrong side of the tracks, in a sleeping bag.
It gives you a certain perspective.
My point in all this is that we lose perspective when we lose sight of the purpose of politics, of the song of the polis. The point is to help the woman in aisle 5. To help the folks in the glass-factory. To make a government that . . . get this . . . exists for the populace. No one is out there alone, in my dream. We’re all in this together.
This brought tears to my eyes. Nice diary, LC. I see so many of these people all the time, in LA. Not just the homeless. The hopeless.
I’ve started taking a bus, recently, in part shamed into action by Al Gore’s recent film. It’s the same amount of time, costs less, and I’m more rested at the other end. And hey, I’m adding a little less carbon to the atmosphere.
And I’m meeting new people. There’s a bunch of Iranians that take that particular commuter bus. They’d watch me bop around to my I-Pod knockoff and twice now, some of them have come up to me and said, why are you so happy? Of course, I’m NOT, I wanted to scream. But they were saying my smile made them feel hopeful, in some way. My dancing wasn’t taking as a letting of steam, but as an act of joy. And I realized – there’s just not enough joy in the world. And when people see someone else enjoying it – there are usually one of two reactions. It makes them happier, or they instantly want to take it away so you are as miserable as them. I was happy to see my bus companions fell in the former camp.
But I was deeply distressed, too. I talked to them – isn’t it horrible that we’re poised to attack Iran?
“Oh, no! America loves Iran. He would never do that. America and Iran are friends!”
I didn’t know what I should do. She was so happy. Should I have spoiled her day and given her the cold hard truth? I don’t want to take away people’s happiness. But complacency leads to ruin. I kept silent that time. I’m not sure I’ll do the same the next time…
for a while now I’ve thought that THIS ought to be the sound bite of the Democratic platform. We are all in this together.
the Repub soundbite is “I’ve got mine and fuck you”.
nicely written, thanks.
I don’t have a copyright on this phrase, but I’ve been saying exactly that for at least a year now.
“We’re all in this together” is what it’s all about.
walking a different path, often sheds a new light ; )
bravo….many thanks for sharing, not just a story, but a path.
peace
Pain, it’s coming down like rain,
Pain, it’s coming down like rain,
Don’t know all the dance,
I only feel the pain,
It’s coming down around me like rain.
Chorus from a song I wrote called “Pain” and hope to sometime finish so it can be a MP3 download.
polis is
eyes
–Charles Olson, fr. The Maximus Poems I
who also wrote:
Let those who use words cheap
take themselves out of the way
Let them not talk of what is good for the city
as well as:
you sing, you
who also
wants